I didn't have so mixed feeling for such a ling time. It's really killing me and I don't know why. I can't honestly ask that questions which are floating in my mind even to myself. I need to talk about all these wrong questions and I need answers but noone has them that's for sure.
It was hard for me to become somehow dependant on close people. The process took a while and there was a huge inner journey to realise that dapandence on people who will never hurt me is okay. But now it crosses all the borders and goes deeper and deeper to my soul and consciousness.
May be it is just for a period of time. But when will this period be finished?
I'm afraid that my illusions are more beautiful than the reality.
It was hard for me to become somehow dependant on close people. The process took a while and there was a huge inner journey to realise that dapandence on people who will never hurt me is okay. But now it crosses all the borders and goes deeper and deeper to my soul and consciousness.
May be it is just for a period of time. But when will this period be finished?
I'm afraid that my illusions are more beautiful than the reality.
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