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was nervous all day
worse than ever
much worse
so much that i even cleaned my room. so much that i threw 3 trash bags with stuff that had kept from my school time.
so much that i began to cry three or four times.
so much that i was afraid of you calling me. so much that i decided not to answer.
was talking to my bro about driving lessons.
but i was so nervous that i was afraid of him asking the simplest question: how are you?